tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2009-11-11:/Oooh look I found the blog description area... errr......MokoFeed2009-11-11T14:27:12+01:00tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2006-04-11:/2006/04/11/doc_appoint_6_months_with_gaz~718838/Kivinia2006-04-11T09:35:28+02:002006-04-11T09:35:28+02:00 <p>Got a doctors appointment at 10.15 this morning... i've had a bad back over the past couple of weeks and it's reached a stage where i'm just struggling to do much, even sleep.<br> Everynow and now, but more and more recently I start shaking and feel very light headed, and I have a headache which keeps attacking the very top of my spine, very very top, or bottom of my head. This hurts so much sometimes it makes me feel sick.</p> <p>And over the past two days I can't eat too much or I begin to feel sick. Mum reckons I might have a kidney disease, which can't be good...</p> <p>On top of all this i'm 11 days late for my period, but still getting stomach cramps. I'm not worried about it though, it's a bit weird, but when I had the implant in my arm the woman told me my periods would be erratic... or even completely stop. </p> <p>I forgot to mention but the 8th was Gaz n I's six-montha-versary, he had to work from 7-6 with 2 hours sleep. So I cooked him tea (chicken fillets fried in butter and herbs until brown, then put in the oven, with pouches of honey roast ham with cheese in the middle pinned on top with toothpicks... very nice) after he had tea I gave him a full body massage, I even went in to town specially to get the massage oil, the only bottle I could find was in boots and was lavender and cedar wood but oh well. After the massage was...well. I can't write that.</p> <p>After that we had a nice bath, i'd put the towels in the dryer so they'd be warm when we got out (which meant me sprinting down stairs naked to get them) after that was more things I can't write, then we watched a movie snuggled on the couch eating Ben 'n' Jerries Icecream.... overall, a very good night.</p> <p>And now I better go get ready to go to the doctors...</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2006/04/11/doc_appoint_6_months_with_gaz~718838/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2006-04-09:/2006/04/09/i_ve_gone_fruity~715179/Kivinia2006-04-09T20:48:56+02:002006-04-09T20:48:56+02:00 <p>I don't like this stick thing in my arm... since i've had it I keep going all hormonal and mood swingy...</p> <p>I've had a really bad back over the past week, and last night it was hurting so bad I couldn't sleep... then this morning I was ok, but then I slipped on my way down the stairs and banged it again. So i've been on the couch all day... but i've been alone all day too... Gareth got up early to watch cricket and has had sports all day... cricket, american football, regular football...</p> <p>The family is in Wales somewhere in the caravan... I've just needed someone to look after me *looks pathetic* I hate needing to be looked after....</p> <p>So i've looked forward to seeing Gaz all day, if just for a hug and kind words... but then he rang half an hour ago and said he was going to band practise and won't be back until late... so I said ok... because you know, it's band practise he has to go and I don't want him to stop doing things because of me....</p> <p>So I walked into the kitchen and opened the fridge and saw custard, yum, looked in the fruit bowl so I can have bananas and custard and there's no bananas....</p> <p>So here I am sitting alone crying because there's no bananas in the damn fruit bowl.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2006/04/09/i_ve_gone_fruity~715179/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2006-04-01:/2006/04/01/juhuvuvy~693308/Kivinia2006-04-01T13:25:26+02:002006-04-01T13:25:26+02:00 <p>soooo we got an ISA... well I got an ISA, because we can't have a joint one. But he'll just give me the money to put in the account, so far we have £40 in there... we put our spare change together and have another £17 to put in, plus £100 coming from me because I lost a bet with him...</p> <p>*ahem*</p> <p>Yes, he bet I couldn't go a week without having sex.</p> <p>It's not good that I lost... he stayed over last night and the first thing he did when he got in bed was get naked... what's a girl supposed to do?</p> <p>Anyway, we're both going out tonight with his Grandparents, they've given him their old car (which to be honest isn't THAT old, it's quite spiffy) so he's treating them. I'm looking forward to it because we're going to a posh restaurant and we're dressing up... which means I get to wear my new dress, which is bootiful.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2006/04/01/juhuvuvy~693308/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2006-03-27:/2006/03/27/tax_free_tax_free_tax_free~677921/Kivinia2006-03-27T15:08:29+02:002006-03-27T15:08:29+02:00 <p>So again, it's been a while. I've not been online so often, just enough to check my emails and keep people on MySpace happy. Speaking of myspace, a band added me the other day <a href="http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=58503581&MyToken=6a8fa387-4eeb-433f-b52d-8b2adeccc273">http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=58503581&MyToken=6a8fa387-4eeb-433f-b52d-8b2adeccc273</a> and I have to say, I really enjoy their music. So I put them in my top 8, and in return they've put ME in THEIR top 8.</p> <p>I feel like such a dweeb saying it, but the mere fact they did that made me quite happy!</p> <p>Mum and I have been getting on a hell of a lot more these days. I made a concious effort to do something about it, and woo. It's working... plus now i'm 18 she appears to have taken on a "Phht, she's an adult now she can do what she pleases" view.</p> <p>Which means there's less trapped-in-a-cage feelings and more whee-i'm-free feelings. Always a good thing.</p> <p>Gaz has told me he wants to marry me, and I decided to be a hypocrite and say ok, but in a few years... so I guess i'm unofficially engaged. I havn't told anyone though, because I yelled at my cousin for getting engaged too young... hence the deciding to be a hypocrite bit... though to be fair she got engaged at 16.</p> <p>Our plan so far is to apply to university this year, go next year. I'm going to work this year and do charity work and what-not. We're opening a savings account for four years so we can go to Australia. If we like it enough we might stay there and live.</p> <p>He seemed really excited and happy about this prospect when we were talking about it... but now that i've gone ahead and booked an appointment at the bank so we can get a joint savings account, he seems to have changed his mind... I guess things got a little too realistic for him, 6 months isn't a long time to be with someone I realise. It does seem alot longer though, we have literally spent every day together since day one.</p> <p>Not necassarily a good thing but I can't remember being so happy... a cliche but it's true, I really can't, no matter how hard I think back. Which in itself upsets me a bit. Ironically.</p> <p>I'm going to suggest we both get one of those ISA accounts Abbey National is doing right now. That way if a few years down the line we're fed up of eachother, money won't be an issue... we can't have a joint ISA account i've already asked, the government won't allow it. Probably because it's tax free on interest.</p> <p>I went on the site, and if I put in £2O a week for the next 4 years i'll have £4187.80... if Gareth did the same, we'd have a good 8k to go to Australia with... who knows by then we might have changed our plans. Unfortunately money plays a huge part in life in general, so at least it'll be there if we need it.</p> <p>Gareth had said he had £50 pounds spare each week, and he'd been meaning to stop spending it, so if he put that in over 4 years (which I highly doubt he would, bless.) he would have £10434.40</p> <p>Mum has said she won't make me pay rent if I put some money away for university too... so I could end up putting more then 50 pounds a week.</p> <p>Yay for tax free interest!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2006/03/27/tax_free_tax_free_tax_free~677921/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2005-12-14:/2005/12/14/my_head_is_spinning~387579/Kivinia2005-12-14T23:43:49+01:002005-12-14T23:43:49+01:00 <p>YES! I finally remembered my password... oooh yeh.</p> <p>What can I say, things aren't going so well for me at the moment, but when are they ever? </p> <p>Saying that there's one thing I need to get out of my system... GAZ IS INCREDIBLE... I think I may actually be falling for this one... and those who know me well know that's a big deal. I've never been in love before... just in like.</p> <p>Ok, that's it... I could go on and on and on and on about him, but I won't, I must restrain me.</p> <p>In other news, i've been argueing with mother dearest alot over the past year, and even more so over the past month, it's affecting my college work, it's making me ill, and I can't talk to her anymore. I'd like to say that it's me, which is a bit weird I realise, but i'd be happier to admit that i'm wrong then to admit that everything i've noticed about her is true... the fact it's near christmas makes it somewhat more difficult to handle and the amount of times i've near broke down crying at college or at work is stupid. </p> <p>But what can I do? I'm 17, I need to complete my A levels, get a good job and start life somewhere... I don't want to have to move out and start working longer hours in order to keep up with rent etc and get bad grades, but these days all I can think about is getting away, i've tried everything else.</p> <p>I don't know what to do other then keep my head down until i've completed my A levels, by summer i'll hopefully have a better idea of what to do. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2005/12/14/my_head_is_spinning~387579/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2005-10-15:/2005/10/15/long_time_no_blog~236049/Kivinia2005-10-15T12:29:36+02:002005-10-15T12:29:36+02:00 <p>woooah ok, long time no blog.</p> <p>I'm sorry!</p> <p>well, quick update:</p> <p>I want to journalism at uni<br> College at the moment is ok<br> I'm going out with a new guy now and he's fantastic.<br> Yesterday I went to college with odd shoes on<br> I work at Subway now!<br> I am a sandwhich artiste.<br> I worked last night 6-4, and I have to do the same shift tonight. Harsh. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2005/10/15/long_time_no_blog~236049/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2005-08-14:/2005/08/14/neils_40th_costume_karaoke/Kivinia2005-08-14T02:17:44+02:002005-08-14T02:17:44+02:00 <p>Well Neil threw his 40th bash at the golf club tonight, and we all dressed up, I was a pirate, surprise, curled my hair though and wore a different shirt, it was more frilly and very seethrough, eeb. I walked past some guys and they said "oooh arrr." Crazy people.</p> <p>Overall, it was a goodnight, we all karaoked our hearts out, and even when the karaoke guys had packed up and left, continued to sing.</p> <p>The downside of the night is just hitting me, as at the time I point blank refused to let it ruin my partying.</p> <p>So now i'm home I can think about it and get as upset as I like, sleep on it, then wake up feeling grouchy and in need of vast amounts of tea.</p> <p>Bam told me, quote/unquote, 'You're looking fucking gorgeous, Jake was an imbecile to dump you.'</p> <p>What he didn't realise was that Katie, my cousin, and his fiance, was standing right behind him. </p> <p>Who got the cold shoulder all night? Me</p> <p>Thankyou Katie.</p> <p>As the night progressed people were drunk and singing, I went to the toilet, Bam followed me and asked how I was. Auntie Debs appears out of nowhere, Bam walks away, Auntie Debbie says to me, in a somewhat suspicious tone "What were <em>you two</em> talking about."</p> <p>Making it pretty obvious to me that Kate must have said something to her, or she drew her own conclusions from the way Bam was acting.</p> <p>Thankyou Auntie Debbie.</p> <p>The thing is Bam had been telling me it was me he wants and not Katie and then saying he was just messing about, but then said he was being serious and was going to prove it at Neil's 40th, which was tonight. I've spent the past few weeks worrying and stressing that he would try something and it would be turned on me, because it is always my fault. I told mum what he said and she told me to back right off, and I have, I havn't spoken to him since he told me he wanted me unless i've had to. Like tonight for instance, he kept trying to hug me and I kept refusing then realised people thought something was wrong because I never refuse hugs off anyone. So I had to endure hugs from him all night. Mum kept going "he's watching you y'know"</p> <p>I don't know what to do, i'm just letting Kate find out for herself what an ass he is, and even if she doesn't, if she's going to blame me for her boyfriend finding me attractive, then I really don't care.</p> <p>And after saying all that, I don't want to be paranoid that my auntie sounds suspicious and that my cousin was giving me the shit eye and ignoring me all evening. </p> <p>My gut feelings have never been wrong yet </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2005/08/14/neils_40th_costume_karaoke/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2005-08-12:/2005/08/12/mind_napalm_territory/Kivinia2005-08-12T17:33:25+02:002005-08-12T17:33:25+02:00 <p>I had no lessons in college until this afternoon. Yet Mum drove me out of the house saying "I want some adult time with Neil in the bedroom"<br> Thankyou mum for surpassing the stages of mental scarring and entering Mind Napalm territory, MENTAL BURNING</p> <p>It's Neils 40th today and his kids, Tacha and Tarrah, are coming up from Essex to see him tonight. Oh Lordy.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2005/08/12/mind_napalm_territory/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2005-08-09:/2005/08/09/so_simple_they_re_complicated/Kivinia2005-08-09T22:16:22+02:002005-08-09T22:16:22+02:00 <p>Back to college tomorrow. Pointlessly.<br> We don't get our results until the 18th, and if we don't have high enough grades then we can't continue with the courses we've chosen. SOOO why give people whole new timetables when they might have to change them?</p> <p>It's mental.</p> <p>Here's a picture of me being a pirate.</p> <p><img src="http://data1.blog.de/blog/j/jupiterswirls/img/yarrr.JPG" border="0" alt=""></p> <p>I felt like sharing that with the world. YARR</p> <p>Also I have a complaint (y'know as usual, I think that's why we developed language, to release that need to complain) Dane keeps inviting me out, and when I point out to him there's nothing to do, then he suggests we rent dvds and go to his place. HOW ABOUT NO!?</p> <p>It's ok if we go out somewhere like the cinema, because it involves no talking, and it's hard to get a conversation going with the boy. I think I confuse him. Secondly, I see him nothing more then a friend, and a friend he shall stay. Going round to his place to watch DVDs gives off all the wrong signals. To be totally honest, I don't want to be alone with him incase he tries anything. </p> <p>Boys are so simple they're actually complicated. I know exactly what he wants, and he's not getting it. He knows exactly what he wants, but can't see that I really really don't want him to want that.</p> <p>I don't want him to be like Paul and go around going "OMG! i'm going out with AMY! yeeeh! AMY!"</p> <p>It's creepy, and weird, and at the end of the day, i'm not that great. I hate boys but i'm not a lesbian</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2005/08/09/so_simple_they_re_complicated/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2005-08-02:/2005/08/02/fifty_pence/Kivinia2005-08-02T21:55:35+02:002005-08-02T21:55:35+02:00 <p>It's me again. As the only user of the blog, it will only ever be me again.<br> Not alot going on at the moment, Jake is still texting me everyday, although to be fair he hasn't yet done so today.<br> I went to manchester today and browsed around everything, as you do, ummm then I went to the cinema and asked for my job back, the pay is better now, the staff room has been done and I WANT TO GET INTO MOVIES FOR 50P!!!</p> <p>Plus everyone wants me to, they keep telling me so when I go. I feel so loved sometimes. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2005/08/02/fifty_pence/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2005-07-22:/2005/07/22/how_dare_he_love_me/Kivinia2005-07-22T11:42:24+02:002005-07-22T11:43:11+02:00 <p>soo yyeeehh, Jake talked to me, </p> <p>it was awful</p> <p>we both ended up in tears.</p> <p>Then I got pissy and left, how dare he screw with my head like that. How dare he tell me that he loves me and wants me back after all he's bloody done.</p> <p>How dare he love me, HA how ironic. I love to be loved, but not like that.</p> <p><a href="http://www.mindistortion.net/iwantyoursoul/?i_am=xAmyLoux">linky to steal your souly</a></p> <p>I figure i'm being too down, too upset, there's still good things in my life, they are always there, just when the shitty things happen they cloud the good things.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2005/07/22/how_dare_he_love_me/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2005-07-19:/2005/07/19/title_11813/Kivinia2005-07-19T11:38:06+02:002005-07-19T11:38:06+02:00 <p>i'm back, away from the bickering, and straight into JAKE.<br> That bastard.<br> I hate/love him<br> It's a love hate relationship.<br> Well take away relationship.<br> it's just love hate.</p> <p>I had decided to give Jake his second chance, and he blew that. At first it was great, it was fantastic even, he treated me really well. Then suddenly he stopped calling, stopped texting, didn't contact me, avoided seeing me. So I rang him up and asked him what the hell he thought he was playing at, which was when he broke up with me. </p> <p>Naturally I was peeved off because he WANTED me to give him the second chance, so why the hell did he make such a big fuss just to change his mind? </p> <p>I got back off holiday and my mum was saying how she had a client in saying she knew a woman who had three kids who lived next door to her with their guardian Sylvia, because she had a disease very much like parkinsons. My mum twigged on and said "hang on a minute, is one of these kids called Jake?"<br> It turned out that yes this woman was Jake's social worker, and when she found out from my mum he'd broken up with me she told my mum that he had gone for a test a few weeks ago to see if had the same disease his mum had, and wasn't telling anyone the results, and that his mum was dieing. </p> <p>Mum told me hoping that it would clear up a few things with me to why he did break up with me.<br> Me being me immediatly went online to see if he was there and told him that I knew, and if he needed to talk then I was there for him. </p> <p>I got a phone call yesterday from Jake asking me to go online and play poker with him. To which i said "Jake, you havn't really rang me to get me to play poker have you."<br> And he said that he hadn't slept through thinking of me, that he missed me, and finally he stopped and said "Do you love me?" </p> <p>I was speechless, really, I didn't know what to say, do I love him? I certainly care very much about him, no matter how much he hurt me, which was why I spoke to him in the first place. I just said "No."<br> "So you don't love me then."<br> "I don't know"<br> "I love you." </p> <p>God it felt like i'd been kicked in the stomach by a horse. Trust me that's not nice it's happened to me before. I managed to turn the conversation around by saying "Yes I love me too." </p> <p>I'm going to finish this rant by saying. WHY WHY WHY WHY does this boy insist on screwing with my head.</p> <p>It's a nice feeling being loved, only when it's in a relationship. </p> <p>Men, MEN bloody men. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2005/07/19/title_11813/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2005-07-11:/2005/07/11/don_t_want_to_be_here_anymore/Kivinia2005-07-11T22:00:09+02:002005-07-11T22:00:09+02:00 <p>I can't stand this.<br> The argueing, the bickering. This is not what family is about, family is about sticking together no matter what. No matter who is wrong or who is right, it's about helping eachother...<br> I can't even attempt to make light of the situation, it's so.......god damn horrible.</p> <p>I need a hug </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2005/07/11/don_t_want_to_be_here_anymore/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2005-06-30:/2005/06/30/title_9405/Kivinia2005-06-30T20:15:03+02:002005-06-30T20:15:03+02:00 <p>It's that kind of weather where you step outside and dehydrate immediatly.</p> <p>I've taken running jumps into the pool several times just to cool down.</p> <p>We went to JRs last night, that's the pub Mark sings in, they had quiz night and we won a bottle of crappy wine. </p> <p>Kate and I sat outside and some Spanish men walked past, the younger of the lot said "Bee oot tee fool ladies" as he walked past, then the older of them spoke very rapidly in spanish. I said.</p> <p>"English." and shrugged.</p> <p>The younger of them then pointed at me, then put his hands to his chest to immitate boobs.</p> <p>I said "Adios Arsehole!" got up and walked inside.</p> <p>Crazy Spaniards, although it was flattering all the same, teaches me to wear low cut dresses though.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2005/06/30/title_9405/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2005-06-27:/2005/06/28/get_your_head_out_of_hollywood/Kivinia2005-06-28T00:03:56+02:002005-06-28T00:03:56+02:00 <p>i'm back again, having nothing better to do then moan some more.</p> <p>Mark made it quite clear that he did not appreciate me not appreciating the name "Billie-Rae"</p> <p>He said, in these exact words 'Get your head out of Hollywood girl'</p> <p>It's not like he listens to me anyway. I just turned around and told him to get to the vets to be neutered. I mean, this is going to be his... 5th kid. With 3 women.</p> <p>Claire, doesn't even know he exists. Sometimes I think i'd be better off without him too.</p> <p>Saying that, I enjoy the time I do spend with him, when it's just me and him. Yet by the end of the day he wanted to be with Kerry, he got into his car and said "I won't be long!"</p> <p>Hours later he turns up with Kerry and her little girl Meli. </p> <p>Ultimatly, I'm going to be selfish and not talk to her or even attempt to go near her little girl. It's not the kids fault but there's no way in hell i'm going to end up being a babysitter for her. She already sends the poor thing to her dad's or her grandma's when she can't be bothered with her.</p> <p>I don't want to begin ranting about Mark right now, I'll end up going on and on about everything, and i'm fedup of thinking about it. I'm only good as a daughter when it's convienient for him, that way he doesn't have to feel guilty for not being there for the past... for just not being there </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2005/06/28/get_your_head_out_of_hollywood/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2005-06-27:/2005/06/27/i_m_in_spain/Kivinia2005-06-27T19:03:41+02:002005-06-27T19:03:41+02:00 <p>I didn't have chance to write that I was leaving for Spain. On Friday night the parentals decided we were going to go to the caravan and just drop me off at the airport on the way back home.<br> Charming that isn't it, I had no chance to say goodbye to anyone.</p> <p>Well here I am in Spain. I managed to get online but only for a little while (Have you ever noticed when people say that they're on for ages)</p> <p>Well i'll probably be on for ages now, oh well.</p> <p>I'm here to visit my dad... well there's a few things I want to talk about before I get into being here in spain (which by the way is humid, absolutly boiling and lacking oxygen)</p> <p>First of all, when I was walking the dog along the beach at the caravan, imagine my surprise when I climbed over a sanddune and nearly stood on a naked man. Yes, that's right. Naked.</p> <p>I wasn't amused...</p> <p>Neither was the naked man.</p> <p> I had to stop myself from shouting "HE'S NAKED!" but didn't resist the urge to run away as fast as my little legs could take me. The thing is when you see naked sunbathing people, you just can't help but look. They're like road kill or Iggy Pop. You don't actually want to look, but you do anyway.</p> <p>I didn't actually notice that he was naked at first, I just thought <em>Blimey, those are pink pants</em>. I walked away hoping he got sunburnt. I mean, it was a family holiday beach, not a nudist beach. Kids were running around all over the place, they just don't need that kind of mental scarring.</p> <p>OK, so back to being here in Spain. I came over with my auntie, my uncle and my two cousins. The flight was delayed (you don't really expect anything less these days) by 20 minutes (which was actually quite good considering it was BMI baby) and I ended up sitting on the floor for ages reading Terry Pratchett and listening to Stevie Nicks, opposite some kids up were drooling and screaming. It was riveting.</p> <p>The plane flight wasn't much better. I sat next to an old woman who patted my leg everynow and then... I mean... hello? you just don't pat complete strangers laps. I think I reminded her of her grandaughter. Or maybe her dog. You never know.</p> <p>I ran out of sweets before we even got into the air.</p> <p>My cousin turned to me at one point during the flight and went "Rahh" complete with suggestive hand movement akin to that which matches Austin Powers' "Oh Behave!"</p> <p>I turned back to her and put my hands on eitherside of my head, wiggled my fingers and went RAAAHH!</p> <p>In a completely unsuggestive way. Kate laughed for ages, it wasn't even that funny.</p> <p>Got off the plane and my bag was the last one on the movey bag giver. As per usual. I was waiting for ages. Then I went out the arrivals area and Mark (that's my dad) was waiting there with Kerry (that's his now pregnant girlfriend)</p> <p>Oh Joy.</p> <p>How can I put this.</p> <p>I really really do not like Kerry. Well, she's 5 months pregant and smokes heavily and drinks too.</p> <p>She's also going to call the baby Billie-Rae. I pointed out that no matter how you change the spelling the name still sounds like trailor trash.</p> <p>The poor kid. She's probably going to have some mental disorder (due to the smoking and drinking) and have a crappy name. Her life sucks and she hasn't even been born yet.</p> <p>So yes, I do have reasons to disliking Kerry. Not just the usual teenage angsty selfish ones. One, everytime I get even anytime with Mark, she cries and locks herself in her room.</p> <p>I should probably mention she is 23, has a 3 year old daughter already and Mark is 40.</p> <p>I've dated 25 year olds, it's a bit weird knowing your dads girlfriend is younger then some of your exes.</p> <p>When I came over here for the funeral she made a huge scene saying she didn't feel like part of the family.</p> <p>Hello!? it's a funeral, you don't make it all about yourself you stupid cow. </p> <p>So you're probably asking yourself why I came over in the first place if i'm not getting on very well with Mark (because he let's her have all his attention even though I only see him once a year)</p> <p>Well I said i'd come over for the simple reason that I thought my little brother and sister would be over too. Which they're not.</p> <p>So this sucks.</p> <p>On the plus side I have two and a half weeks to sunbathe, swim, and generally tone up.</p> <p>I shall look hot by the end of this holiday!</p> <p>I probably won't get much more chance to post again. So Ciao for now x </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2005/06/27/i_m_in_spain/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2005-06-23:/2005/06/23/i_look_like_a_mad_woman/Kivinia2005-06-23T14:21:51+02:002005-06-23T14:21:51+02:00 <p>What a beautiful day - look, something positive.</p> <p>I sat with my body in the shade and one arm out in the sun (not purposely) and now one arm is brown and the other isn't.</p> <p>It's not so bad though, my freckles have come out too. I look like a mad woman.<br> According to my friends.</p> <p>I don't really have a lot to say today, i'm in college at the moment, having had yet another lesson cancelled. I'm here to learn don't they understand!?</p> <p>Everyone is outside so it doesn't really matter that i'm hogging the libary computer *insert evil laughter here*</p> <p>It wouldn't stop me anyway.</p> <p>OK i'm going to go and be boring somewhere else now. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2005/06/23/i_look_like_a_mad_woman/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2005-06-22:/2005/06/22/it_s_all_madness_to_me/Kivinia2005-06-22T17:21:42+02:002005-06-22T17:21:42+02:00 <p>"Do not upload photos containing children, pets, cartoons, celebrities, nudity, artwork or copyrighted images "</p> <p>Well, I have some interesting pictures of carrots...</p> <p>So shopping was fun, I got into town at about 9am and didn't get back until half 2.</p> <p>Now, I hate shopping. It's evil. I hate shopping because there is absolutly (and I mean absolutly) no variation in any shops. Anywhere.</p> <p>It's all gypsy skirts and strappy tops, boho dresses and clunky shoes. I walked into one shop which was packed, and I felt like I was walking into a sea of clones. All floaty skirts and boobs. Here I am in my dungarees and tshirt and <em>i'm</em> the one getting the funny looks. Hello? People, you're the ones trying desperatly to conform to fashion. </p> <p>It's all madness to me.</p> <p><strong>And</strong> I was wearing all that stuff last year when everyone else was wearing whatever it was they were wearing then, mini skirts and jumpers, god knows.</p> <p>That's another thing I don't understand, I tried talking to some old work friends in town and the first thing said to me was "Oh I got SO wasted last night."</p> <p>Yes? And? do you have a point? is this supposed to be interesting? I'm willing to bet half of the town got wasted last night, we live in a binge drinking culture. Beats me.</p> <p>On the plus side I met up with Iain and we went to Whether Spoons and had icecream and talked about his g/f. Whom he met over the internet. I'm happy for him she seems like a very nice person. He's going to go meet her in just over a week, and then she's coming back with him for two weeks, so i'll get to meet her too. We've planned a night of watching JAWS. I've never seen it, i'm most likely to get scared too because... well sharks are scary basically.</p> <p>According to Eddie Izzard if you boink them on the nose they get confused.</p> <p>That's a life tip for you right there </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2005/06/22/it_s_all_madness_to_me/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2005-06-22:/2005/06/22/blog_related_questions/Kivinia2005-06-22T08:57:34+02:002005-06-22T08:57:34+02:00 <p>Well ok, I have a few blog related questions.</p> <p>1. How come when I upload a display picture... it doesn't upload? I've checked the dimensions and format, they comply to the display picture rules. So they appears to be no reason to why it won't upload!</p> <p>2. How can I add other peoples blogs to my blog page?</p> <p>That's about it.</p> <p>Well my day so far, although it is only 7.48 am, is pretty boring to be honest. It's my sisters birthday and therefore I was woken in the ungodly hours of this morning in order to watch her open presents. She got a beautiful black acoustic fender guitar. Ah, if only I could play more than the beginning of Smoke On The Water (can't we all?) she got some other bits and bats too. I bought her the Sponge Bob Square Pants movie, but she's being a grumpy bugger and won't put it on. </p> <p>I really don't think I deserved the evil eyes she gave me when I asked if she was waiting for birds to perch on her bottom lip. Honestly, anyone who pouts like that on their birthday really needs a slap... (or a bird on their lip)</p> <p>Well I had to get up anyway. My cousin and I are going "early morning" shopping. Personally I think early morning anythings should be made illegal. </p> <p>I'm still feeling pretty shitty over the fact Jake broke up with me, but you can only laugh at these things. At the end of the day I have bigger problems to worry about.</p> <p>On that happy note i'm off to have a shower </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2005/06/22/blog_related_questions/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2005-06-21:/2005/06/21/he_apologised_and_i_told_him_to_piss_off/Kivinia2005-06-21T19:10:14+02:002005-06-21T19:10:14+02:00 <p>Well, to add to the line of crappy yearness, Boyfriend just broke up with me, saying that he wasn't 'ready' for a relationship, and that he just wasn't commited enough.<br> To which I pointed out that he'd made it wonderfully clear to me his lack of commitment.</p> <p>He apologised and I told him to piss off.</p> <p>All is well again</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2005/06/21/he_apologised_and_i_told_him_to_piss_off/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk,2005-06-21:/2005/06/21/long_live_cherry_garcia/Kivinia2005-06-21T18:02:09+02:002005-06-21T18:02:09+02:00 <p>Well to start off this blog i'd like to point out how much I laughed when reading the <strong>f</strong><u>u</u><em>k</em><del>d</del>. It's not often you come across blogs which subtly throw in crazy humour like that.</p> <p>Secondly, this year, so far for me, has been utterly shit:<br> * Broke up with my boyfriend (boooring)<br> * Argued with my Mark (that's my dad) for reasons most likely to be explained throughout the blog<br> * Exams, they're always fun<br> * Grandad died<br> * Missed exam going to funeral<br> * Argued with Mark<br> * Got back together with boyfriend<br> * Hate boyfriend<br> * Hate Mark.</p> <p>So if you don't like whining blogs then this is not going to be the one for you. I shall however try to present my terrible life in a humourous and light hearted fashion... depending on my mood.</p> <p>Thirdly I should probably introduce myself properly. My names Amy, i'm 17, I live in the UK, not actually in Manchester but near it. I'm only ickle, 5ft2 to be exact, I don't drink, don't smoke and I don't do drugs and i'm still a virgin. </p> <p>Not your stereotypical teenager in otherwords. </p> <p>People who <em>do</em> know me have described me as crazy, scary, insane, mad... well... just lock me up in a nutty house. I've also been told i'm mature, and particularly emphatic. </p> <p>I don't know what that means but i'll presume it's a good thing.</p> <p>What else, oh yes, I love to sing, I can't dance, I like horseriding though havn't done that for a while, I like to write and study literature and currently i'm finding politics fascinating. Although royally screwed.</p> <p>I can't tell my friends that because they'll force me to eat cheese or something horrible like that. How dare I join the dark side which is politics.</p> <p>Anything else... oh yes, Alanis Morissette is my idol and my favourite thing to eat is Ben & Jerries ice cream...</p> <p class="center"> Long Live Cherry Garcia!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://jupiterswirls.blog.co.uk/2005/06/21/long_live_cherry_garcia/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>