I don't like this stick thing in my arm... since i've had it I keep going all hormonal and mood swingy...
I've had a really bad back over the past week, and last night it was hurting so bad I couldn't sleep... then this morning I was ok, but then I slipped on my way down the stairs and banged it again. So i've been on the couch all day... but i've been alone all day too... Gareth got up early to watch cricket and has had sports all day... cricket, american football, regular football...
The family is in Wales somewhere in the caravan... I've just needed someone to look after me *looks pathetic* I hate needing to be looked after....
So i've looked forward to seeing Gaz all day, if just for a hug and kind words... but then he rang half an hour ago and said he was going to band practise and won't be back until late... so I said ok... because you know, it's band practise he has to go and I don't want him to stop doing things because of me....
So I walked into the kitchen and opened the fridge and saw custard, yum, looked in the fruit bowl so I can have bananas and custard and there's no bananas....
So here I am sitting alone crying because there's no bananas in the damn fruit bowl.