YES! I finally remembered my password... oooh yeh.
What can I say, things aren't going so well for me at the moment, but when are they ever?
Saying that there's one thing I need to get out of my system... GAZ IS INCREDIBLE... I think I may actually be falling for this one... and those who know me well know that's a big deal. I've never been in love before... just in like.
Ok, that's it... I could go on and on and on and on about him, but I won't, I must restrain me.
In other news, i've been argueing with mother dearest alot over the past year, and even more so over the past month, it's affecting my college work, it's making me ill, and I can't talk to her anymore. I'd like to say that it's me, which is a bit weird I realise, but i'd be happier to admit that i'm wrong then to admit that everything i've noticed about her is true... the fact it's near christmas makes it somewhat more difficult to handle and the amount of times i've near broke down crying at college or at work is stupid.
But what can I do? I'm 17, I need to complete my A levels, get a good job and start life somewhere... I don't want to have to move out and start working longer hours in order to keep up with rent etc and get bad grades, but these days all I can think about is getting away, i've tried everything else.
I don't know what to do other then keep my head down until i've completed my A levels, by summer i'll hopefully have a better idea of what to do.